a long long time

hello all, It has been a very long time since my last post, the last post kind of killed the spirit to come back as every time I did there it was to remind me of what was done. But what new things have happened for me since than you might ask, well to start off with, I'm no longer a stockboy for the grocery store. I told them I could work more hours during the holidays as I-Stat is giving me 19 days off paid. So what do they do....they knock me down to 5 hours a week on friday. So I quit. But not before getting a job working footwear at sportchek. It seems to be a much better job, I know I enjoy it more and they are providing me with plenty of hours, i work 30 hours there next week for a total of 70 hours to be worked that week. It'll be rough but than i remember that christmas time is on its way and 19 days off will be well worth it. Today should have been a momentus day in my life, however I can't change the past and today is now just like anyother sunday before I-Stat, except our Dryer broke so over the nenxt few days my sister may see more of her little bro :) I got a new cell phone the other day the number is 613 - 513 - 6837 it's a new motorolla razr which is a sweet phone but i don't know why they got rid of the flash for the camera as their older phone styles had them. oh well life goes on i guess. Still no girls to speak of everyone I meet is either 16, dull, or too dumb to know how to carry on a conversation, I remember with my ex we'd be able to talk all night for days on end without even turning the t.v. on, and never about the same subject......her t.v. was broken but we were still capable of doing it. where as the girls I meet today, if I were alone with them and we didn't have a t.v. on I don't know what i'd do. It's just strange how different one person is from the next, but for now i'll just keep on working like a madman until i meet the girl I have to be with and nothing will get in my way. I"m not one for the club scene. don't get me wrong I love to go dance the night away however, i'm not one to try and pick up a girl just to bring her home only to maybe see her again, I would prefer to find one woman, date, be involved with her and than see where it goes, but only time will tell what happens for me in that department. I guess that just about sums it all up for this blog entry, I hope you all have a merry christmas and a happy new year. I'll be thinking of all of you.

John